(Chorus) Well I've told myself to not give in to you / And I've told myself I can't afford to lose / But here we are again / Lookin', wishin' for some truth / (Verse 1) Well I've told myself at least 100 times / That I'd never give in to the same 100 lies / But here we are again, the same old thing / A new girlfriend but the same piercings / Same skinny jeans, same dark hair / The same attitude like an electric chair / It's like every single time I expect something different / When I always fall for the same kind of women / Like I must be addicted to this wicked love cycle / I'm trippin' off a chick again, I must love psychos / The flame is off the wick again, I really love the fight though / I love to hate my life late at night with my eyes closed / I know, I know, I do it to myself / But at least I'm not alone 'cause she's always there to help / But I'm done making excuses, really I'm through with it / I'm in love with this girl I'm a marry this lunatic / (Verse 2) Well I've told myself at least a million times / To not get burned by the fire in her eyes / But I can feel the heat from her lips when she smiles / And I can feel her heart beat from a thousand miles / She's like a dark street underneath a street light / She's the reason I can't think when I try to sleep at night / She's a warm pot of coffee early in the morning / She's my inspiration to write when I fight through a chorus / She's a lit cigarette settin' fire to a forest / She's everything I wanna buy when I can't afford it / She wants to argue on the phone, she wants to cuss me out / She doesn't wanna trust me when there is no reason to doubt / Baby calm down there's no reason to shout / If I didn't wanna be with you then I'd just leave you now / But we gon' work it out, we can make it when the walk's hard / I'm in love with a schizo, she's in love with a rockstar! / (Verse 3) Well I've told myself time and time over / That I gotta stay away from chicks who can't stay sober / Like I got room to talk, like it's fair if I expect that / Like I ain't live for years off of pills and crystal meth bags / Like I'm a real keeper and I got my stuff together / Like I like being happy I don't wanna do any better / When I need a grey sky she can be my chilly weather / When I need my eyes watered she can be my chili pepper / She can be the reason for the tear drops on my Roland / When I feel like a shipwreck she can be my ocean / She's my broken compass when I don't know where I'm goin' / When I try to be someone she reminds me that I'm no one / But she's the nobody she lets her kids hold her back / I just wish she could see all of the potential that she has / We were made for each other just a bunch of white trash / But I don't even care, I'll spend my life with this psychopath /